TFP

This hasn't been resolved. We're both not in a great state of mind. She represents a world I don't ever want to be a part of. She represents the known, the shallow, the ones who are not deep nor great nor grateful. The ones who do not respect one another or care for ones emotions above one's physical characteristics. The ones who see everything for face value. The ones who do not reach deeper. The ones who are unfeeling and say "I told you so" when you are hurt. The ones who are vicious. The ones who do not apologize. The ones who are so self-seeking that the best way to show them is to have passion for something that will harm them, which is being weak in the longest run. But they do not know. They do not see things for more than monetary value. They do not love one another. They do not know one another. They do not care. They are indifferent and selfish. If an issue does not affect them, they do not even have the time to listen. If an issue does not invoke thoughts of shallow, selfish desires and wants and needs, they are unimportant. This is foul. Only foul. Yet so fair a face, behind the makeup and the things. Behind the success. Behind the cars and the houses and the big swingsets on the expensive property somewhere else in the world, there is something there. There is something there that hates itself and everyone else. There is something there that wishes to kill all that is fun and good. There is something there. Yet behind that something else there is a soul. A soul who has been hurt. A soul who is the way she is because of her history. There is a soul that has been mistreated, a soul who lived so passively that she never knew "no" or pain or hurt. And this soul has begun to devour herself.

This is not resolved. I hope the best for this country.